Too much.....

The past couple weeks have been very trying for my family and I. The Saturday before Thanksgiving my Grandpa passed away. Then the Wednesday before Thanksgiving my dad passed away. Not a very good way to start out the holiday season. We are trying our best to heal and get ready for Christmas. My mom seems to be doing pretty good even though she just lost her husband and Dad. I don't know if I could be that strong! Then on top of that I have the divorce. Today we went to a hearing where we decided on houw our property will be divided. It took a little while for us to agree, but we did it, and the divorce should be final soon after the first of the year....if not before. I will be moving around that time too. I'm going to get through the holidays and then start packing. I've come to realize that Alton and I have not had a healthy relationship for a VERY long time and this is for the best. For Alton, Dylan and I. Just can't wait to get on with my life.